I'm smoking a joint with Jesus H. Christ
you know the motherfucking Savior
and he's sitting there changing
bottles of Evian into fortified wine
so I tell him can't you make any
better shit than this even at Wal-Mart
this fucking water ain't cheap
man damn
and he looks at me with that calming
dip-shit smile he has and that pisses
me off so I try to rattle his cage
I ask him so where'd you park the
spaceship and who's watching
the rig this time Santa or the
Easter Bunny asshole
but that don't phase him one bit
he just fucking glows with that decaled
face he's got what a lame
then he hands me the reefer and I sit
drinking another bottle turned purple
wondering who he's got on the Super Bowl
1/31/08
1/30/08
1/29/08
While Drinking Hurricane Ice
some kind of
fucking bird
sitting on a
snow covered
branch of the
choke cherry
tree outside
my window
just looked at
me took a gray
runny shit then
flew back out
into the blizzard
fucking bird
sitting on a
snow covered
branch of the
choke cherry
tree outside
my window
just looked at
me took a gray
runny shit then
flew back out
into the blizzard
1/28/08
DO YOU
REMEMBER
WHERE
YOU WERE
WHAT WERE
YOU DOING
I SORT OF
REMEMBER
YOU COULD
DO WELL TO
REMEMBER
DO YOU
REMEMBER
DON'T EVER
FORGET THE
DAY DO YOU
REMEMBER
WHERE YOU
WERE AND
HOW YOU
FELT OF
COURSE YOU
REMEMBER
WHERE YOU
WERE WHAT
YOU WERE
DOING DO
WE EVEN CARE
ANYMORE I
REMEMBER
COULD YOU
PLEASE JUST
TELL US
WHERE
YOU WERE I
REMEMBER
SO CLEARLY
YOU COULD
DO WELL TO
REMEMBER
I FORGOT TO
REMEMBER
DO YOU
REMEMBER
ANYMORE
1/27/08
1/26/08
Bukowski Cut-up
"Europeans deserve Bukowski."
-William Burroughs, in conversation
1
and the birds come
down to pick out my
eyes it does seem a
miracle to see anybody
alive strange eyes in my
head they wait on death
I keep practicing death
things are good as I am
not dead yet laughing at
nothing and here come
the armies ta ta ta kill
myself or love myself?
2
smell porkchopsin a Philly bar
was in a barfornicate like mad
symphony music nowout to crap
I hate the artsdead on a sunday
a new can of beergo mad or even
and I criedthey play Bartok
oh my dear godanother drink
bellies hanging outto his radio
rose with a cursedays like this
pick up the skirtdie a little earlier
and the weepingthe last pink sun
dying is justifiedpansies in a glass
now I am a manworms laughed
the virus holdsand I didn't care
all has gone awayradio playing
fish-green beerI watch her butt
white dishtowelpoem is a city
talking of deatheats my heart
another placebeat again feel
3
sunlight
wall
sunlight
doors
getting haircuts
I drink
I drink
and death
-William Burroughs, in conversation
1
and the birds come
down to pick out my
eyes it does seem a
miracle to see anybody
alive strange eyes in my
head they wait on death
I keep practicing death
things are good as I am
not dead yet laughing at
nothing and here come
the armies ta ta ta kill
myself or love myself?
2
smell porkchopsin a Philly bar
was in a barfornicate like mad
symphony music nowout to crap
I hate the artsdead on a sunday
a new can of beergo mad or even
and I criedthey play Bartok
oh my dear godanother drink
bellies hanging outto his radio
rose with a cursedays like this
pick up the skirtdie a little earlier
and the weepingthe last pink sun
dying is justifiedpansies in a glass
now I am a manworms laughed
the virus holdsand I didn't care
all has gone awayradio playing
fish-green beerI watch her butt
white dishtowelpoem is a city
talking of deatheats my heart
another placebeat again feel
3
sunlight
wall
sunlight
doors
getting haircuts
I drink
I drink
and death
1/25/08
1/23/08
TO A BROTHER
for JMR on his 62nd
waiting in a long line of
memory to get one
glimpse of you back then
handsome and half drunk
in that LA sun more crimson
than the Red Mountain
we drank lifeboats of our
poems smelling like panties
the drugs just an
afterthought and
criminology a subject
yet to whisper our names
how many highways
shimmer now with the
runaway ghosts stretched
out before us like one
long solo they ain't
looking back why should
we look back not much
time left now man it's
just another hangover
another small time hustle
check out her ass there is
nothing left to prove
it don't mean shit
to a brother
waiting in a long line of
memory to get one
glimpse of you back then
handsome and half drunk
in that LA sun more crimson
than the Red Mountain
we drank lifeboats of our
poems smelling like panties
the drugs just an
afterthought and
criminology a subject
yet to whisper our names
how many highways
shimmer now with the
runaway ghosts stretched
out before us like one
long solo they ain't
looking back why should
we look back not much
time left now man it's
just another hangover
another small time hustle
check out her ass there is
nothing left to prove
it don't mean shit
to a brother
El Payaso
Yo llevo el abrigo de mi hermana.
Ella tiene una aguja en la mano.
Da lo mismo.
El circo es muy divertido.
Yo busco gusanos.
Ella esta escribiendo en su brazo.
The Clown
I am wearing my sister's coat.
She has a needle in her hand.
It doesn't make any difference.
The circus is very amusing.
I am looking for worms.
She is writing in her arm.
Yo llevo el abrigo de mi hermana.
Ella tiene una aguja en la mano.
Da lo mismo.
El circo es muy divertido.
Yo busco gusanos.
Ella esta escribiendo en su brazo.
The Clown
I am wearing my sister's coat.
She has a needle in her hand.
It doesn't make any difference.
The circus is very amusing.
I am looking for worms.
She is writing in her arm.
1/22/08
1/21/08
1/20/08
NIGGER DAY
I ask the guy
who's pumping
gas
where I
could get an
alternator
in this town
it's nigger day
he informs me
ain't
much open
then he spits
as he walks
off toward
a carload
of much
more
conscious
Americans
and I head
to the
nearest bar
they never close
who's pumping
gas
where I
could get an
alternator
in this town
it's nigger day
he informs me
ain't
much open
then he spits
as he walks
off toward
a carload
of much
more
conscious
Americans
and I head
to the
nearest bar
they never close
1/19/08
Scolding The Love Child
it is the luck of those run out of
mourning to escape the similar
mystery of advocacy in a grave
new world of uncontested voices
forfeiting that luxury of discovering
where this trail of tears does lead
mourning to escape the similar
mystery of advocacy in a grave
new world of uncontested voices
forfeiting that luxury of discovering
where this trail of tears does lead
1/17/08
1/16/08
1/14/08
Ant Man Bee
I'm smoking a joint with the late
CPT Beefheart you know that esoteric
fucker Don Van Vliet the artiste
when the asshole starts growling like
a wolf talking shit he claims to be poetry
well later for you fool I french kissed
Wanda Coleman I know a little bit
about that shit myself homeboy blah blah
I ain't backing down you dig
so I tell him about when I was 14 and I saw
him on the Lloyd Thaxton show on KCOP
holding up a beef heart in front of the
camera before going into 'Do-Wah-Diddy'
I thought that was pretty lame and how
he looked like a wannabee Pachuco
in those Trout Mask pics and where did
he disappear to anyway
well motherfuck he growls at me damn
weirdo back down so I crush a complacent
yellow jacket into the coffee table with the
butt end of my beer bottle and look
right at him and smile
CPT Beefheart you know that esoteric
fucker Don Van Vliet the artiste
when the asshole starts growling like
a wolf talking shit he claims to be poetry
well later for you fool I french kissed
Wanda Coleman I know a little bit
about that shit myself homeboy blah blah
I ain't backing down you dig
so I tell him about when I was 14 and I saw
him on the Lloyd Thaxton show on KCOP
holding up a beef heart in front of the
camera before going into 'Do-Wah-Diddy'
I thought that was pretty lame and how
he looked like a wannabee Pachuco
in those Trout Mask pics and where did
he disappear to anyway
well motherfuck he growls at me damn
weirdo back down so I crush a complacent
yellow jacket into the coffee table with the
butt end of my beer bottle and look
right at him and smile
1/13/08
1/12/08
1/11/08
El Astronauta
El radio toca suave.
Es raro.
Yo quiero hacer el papel del
astronauta.
Yo veo la estrella y expreso
un deseo.
Un muchacho pobre no tiene
muchos juguetes.
The Astronaut
The radio is playing softly.
It is odd.
I want to play the part of
the Astronaut.
I look at the star and
I make a wish.
A poor boy does not have
many toys.
El radio toca suave.
Es raro.
Yo quiero hacer el papel del
astronauta.
Yo veo la estrella y expreso
un deseo.
Un muchacho pobre no tiene
muchos juguetes.
The Astronaut
The radio is playing softly.
It is odd.
I want to play the part of
the Astronaut.
I look at the star and
I make a wish.
A poor boy does not have
many toys.
1/10/08
INTUITION
He died mysteriously and violently.
She was eminently approachable.
He became adept at fighting.
She was in a panic of terror.
He shook his head.
She was with her crowd and dancing.
He could see that he had been right.
She shot him that afternoon.
He ran furiously out of the barn.
She interrupted him.
He went in.
She had been afraid to come near.
He was talking nonstop.
She sounded tired.
He refused to believe the fact.
She obeyed with unexpected readiness.
He had a few books he had stolen.
She didn't lift her eyes from the pages.
He was naked to the waist.
She crushed out her cigarette.
He had often thought of his loneliness.
She smiled at the tension in his voice.
He trembled.
She handed the megalith to him.
1/9/08
1/7/08
HERE TO BE MONSTERS
for Theo Green
hidden meanings
are unraveled to set
their petals upon your
face which the shamans
could descend into the
nether regions of anal sex
and vaginal intercourse
from behind no magic here
because an illiterate adult is
extremely common and
other privileged beings
can squirm to enter the
sky through the bruised
blood of those who have
experimented with
bestiality and incest
I can already see the
flames dancing on the
crest as it was derived
from a mask originally
and has today lost most
of its satanic associations
the dirty talk during sex
stored up in the kinesthetic
sensibility of the artist who
can now rise again to
darken other nights
hidden meanings
are unraveled to set
their petals upon your
face which the shamans
could descend into the
nether regions of anal sex
and vaginal intercourse
from behind no magic here
because an illiterate adult is
extremely common and
other privileged beings
can squirm to enter the
sky through the bruised
blood of those who have
experimented with
bestiality and incest
I can already see the
flames dancing on the
crest as it was derived
from a mask originally
and has today lost most
of its satanic associations
the dirty talk during sex
stored up in the kinesthetic
sensibility of the artist who
can now rise again to
darken other nights
1/6/08
Unstable Part Of The Dream
deep in sleep when the fear is
quelled and absurdity obliterated
I'll be speaking to you in an
unstable part of the dream to find
out what your death is really like
if you can still recall my breath
on your thighs now imparted
through endoscopic dust or if you
would just like to go out drinking
riding around in memory of when
life meant nothing and we didn't
care if we ever woke up
quelled and absurdity obliterated
I'll be speaking to you in an
unstable part of the dream to find
out what your death is really like
if you can still recall my breath
on your thighs now imparted
through endoscopic dust or if you
would just like to go out drinking
riding around in memory of when
life meant nothing and we didn't
care if we ever woke up
1/5/08
1/4/08
Long Gone Daddy
inside the origami
of an antique
Phillips 66 map
changing color in
the beatnik dusk
the blue line
of a highway that
no longer exists
collapses like a
vein in a roadside
rest room stall now
slated for demolition
of an antique
Phillips 66 map
changing color in
the beatnik dusk
the blue line
of a highway that
no longer exists
collapses like a
vein in a roadside
rest room stall now
slated for demolition
1/3/08
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