through you no
blank thoughts
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As is now.
(I know)
crawl into the
dark
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surrounding voices
NOT A LIFE
we last this
long:
as sweat &
wet
as the fear
as the lips
in the ground
stupid, but I
write &
this moves
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to forget you
flesh & mirror;
long fingers
of time
expose need.
so you breathe
hard into his
face as he
fucks you.
I have kissed
the mirror.
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I have kissed
your mouth.
an exploded view
of intimidation
Agree (trail of
stolen eyes
far away)
All about you, it's
all about you,
swollen &
important inside
these words
like heated
blood.
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All I have.
blank mirror.
this is what
time
is
the waiting to
go back
glorious &
smooth
to that first
room
gggggggggg
I know it.
gggggggggg
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it is not like this
MEAN
MORE
TO ME
what it takes.
a heart torn
subject to fear.
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not to be harmed,
I accept the
fever.
I AM STILL HERE
this is now time;
not to repeat
words:
you are sick,
contained by an
eaten past.
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she stood in
the room.
he stood in
the room.
burrow into sadness
then to remember,
we are governed
by our hips-
gyrating into
nonexistence.