7/31/08
7/30/08
7/29/08
ABOUT YOURSELF
SO WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME
ABOUT YOURSELF
NO ONE CARES HOW YOU FEEL
SO TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF
NO ONE CARES
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF
NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU
OR LIKES YOU
SO PLEASE TELL ME ABOUT
YOURSELF
NO ONE CARES MUCH WHAT
HAPPENS TO YOU
WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME
ABOUT YOURSELF
YOUR LIFE IS A MESS AND NO
ONE CARES FOR YOU
SO TELL ME A LITTLE BIT
ABOUT YOURSELF
NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOUR
OPINION
TELL ME A LITTLE ABOUT
YOURSELF
TRUST ME NO ONE CARES
SO TELL ME SOMETHING
ABOUT YOURSELF
NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU
7/28/08
HOT
tonight on a back
street in North
Hollywood the
severed head of
a porno star looks
just like this one a
waitress had on who
served you breakfast
in 1972 when you
were hot hot hot
street in North
Hollywood the
severed head of
a porno star looks
just like this one a
waitress had on who
served you breakfast
in 1972 when you
were hot hot hot
7/27/08
Hummingbird
inefficacious bones of
every piece of puke
I ever fucked up or
kicked the shit out of
because I do it for a
living so why would
I front you a 20 sack
when I personally won't
even write a poem unless
someone is buying
every piece of puke
I ever fucked up or
kicked the shit out of
because I do it for a
living so why would
I front you a 20 sack
when I personally won't
even write a poem unless
someone is buying
7/26/08
Amaranth
ghost tavern on the outskirts.
small and musty like an old train car covered in
rusted beer signs of unknown brands.
tongue and groove walls yellowed by nicotine.
smoky blurred characters at a dark burgundy formica
topped bar suspended in canned laughter.
crumpled red and green Lucky Strike packages
on corner tables full of empty glasses.
a father's skeleton hands lifting you up as a shadow
slides you a Coca Cola in the thick light green bottle.
clicking of an overhead fan like a Nellie
Fox baseball card in the spokes.
faraway smell of a neighborhood burning leaves outside
a hand worn door that doesn't even open.
small and musty like an old train car covered in
rusted beer signs of unknown brands.
tongue and groove walls yellowed by nicotine.
smoky blurred characters at a dark burgundy formica
topped bar suspended in canned laughter.
crumpled red and green Lucky Strike packages
on corner tables full of empty glasses.
a father's skeleton hands lifting you up as a shadow
slides you a Coca Cola in the thick light green bottle.
clicking of an overhead fan like a Nellie
Fox baseball card in the spokes.
faraway smell of a neighborhood burning leaves outside
a hand worn door that doesn't even open.
7/24/08
1968
that's when I graduated high school
and on the last day of class we took
reds and went down to the beach but
got delayed for hours because thousands
of people lined Imperial Hwy. to watch
the jet that carried away Bobby Kennedy's
body into the void fly low overhead and that
was a weird sight but a lot of heavy people got
killed that year one way or another so we
didn't really think nothing of it standing
there in history walking up and down in it
ready for a world which when I look at
it now was hardly worth waiting for
and on the last day of class we took
reds and went down to the beach but
got delayed for hours because thousands
of people lined Imperial Hwy. to watch
the jet that carried away Bobby Kennedy's
body into the void fly low overhead and that
was a weird sight but a lot of heavy people got
killed that year one way or another so we
didn't really think nothing of it standing
there in history walking up and down in it
ready for a world which when I look at
it now was hardly worth waiting for
7/23/08
YOU COULD BE THE NEXT BIG WINNER
write your little poems for the
rest of your life rolling up
pennies for the top ramen and
beer because all the extras you
can shoplift for your kids so they
will feel normal in a digital
jungle of bad movies and violent
video games where a nigga is on
top of the game with a bigger
pistol in that drug kingdom of
advanced dementia where no
one buys any books or says yes
to beautiful until it all ends
up on You Tube where depression
hurts and no one gives a fuck anyway
unless you're stalking them with the
fake identity that made you want
to write a poem in the first place
rest of your life rolling up
pennies for the top ramen and
beer because all the extras you
can shoplift for your kids so they
will feel normal in a digital
jungle of bad movies and violent
video games where a nigga is on
top of the game with a bigger
pistol in that drug kingdom of
advanced dementia where no
one buys any books or says yes
to beautiful until it all ends
up on You Tube where depression
hurts and no one gives a fuck anyway
unless you're stalking them with the
fake identity that made you want
to write a poem in the first place
7/22/08
7/21/08
Red Herring
my storytelling dashboard Jesus ready
for unearthly impound laid beneath
a bullet-punctured highway sign
getting rustier in cold rain
for unearthly impound laid beneath
a bullet-punctured highway sign
getting rustier in cold rain
7/19/08
7/18/08
Dead Reckoning
for Greg Hall
back to scars on a trigger. gravestone streets
skid marked from her bloodthirsty Bratz doll face.
chandelier of tits in a shotgun shack by the tracks
of an LP tacked to saber tooth tar paper. adult
beverages with get down syndrome. three lines
of the haiku on snow while kissing a belly button
from the inside. 60 second stopover with a
25 Minutes to Go new coffin haircut mimicking
the lost coordinates conducive to all flesh.
back to scars on a trigger. gravestone streets
skid marked from her bloodthirsty Bratz doll face.
chandelier of tits in a shotgun shack by the tracks
of an LP tacked to saber tooth tar paper. adult
beverages with get down syndrome. three lines
of the haiku on snow while kissing a belly button
from the inside. 60 second stopover with a
25 Minutes to Go new coffin haircut mimicking
the lost coordinates conducive to all flesh.
7/17/08
From The Glass Lined Tanks Of Old Latrobe
to the filthy
porcelain
of a St. Louis
Greyhound
station urinal
shaking off
before a blow job
porcelain
of a St. Louis
Greyhound
station urinal
shaking off
before a blow job
7/16/08
All Fell Down
[Your Name Here] liked nothing more than to
take off for the park at night, drink wine
and look up at the stars.
take off for the park at night, drink wine
and look up at the stars.
7/15/08
WE ARE FUCKED ASSHOLE
I'll drive my Chevy to the
levee and get interrogated
with three dollars in a wallet
bulging with more false hopes
than what I could find in an
emergency room filled with
cranksters so what the fuck
I'll at least get a candidate
lawn sign that will help the
cops find my house a little
easier next time when I'm
out front screaming how
I'll do something about it
levee and get interrogated
with three dollars in a wallet
bulging with more false hopes
than what I could find in an
emergency room filled with
cranksters so what the fuck
I'll at least get a candidate
lawn sign that will help the
cops find my house a little
easier next time when I'm
out front screaming how
I'll do something about it
7/13/08
7/12/08
7/11/08
7/10/08
7/9/08
THIS FROM A NOTEBOOK CIRCA EARLY 1970'S BOULDER CREEK, CA:
wash the television screen.
blotches, motion
disturbed. we
smile at her intelligent
answers. "I
would have said the same
thing."
________________________
we asked the
robots 'what do
you do?'/
'III emmm an Ahrrrtist'
John hit this
big one
with a wrench/smashing
the two
tubes on his head.
"Kills Bugs Dead."
,this was in the Museum.
blotches, motion
disturbed. we
smile at her intelligent
answers. "I
would have said the same
thing."
________________________
we asked the
robots 'what do
you do?'/
'III emmm an Ahrrrtist'
John hit this
big one
with a wrench/smashing
the two
tubes on his head.
"Kills Bugs Dead."
,this was in the Museum.
7/8/08
Circumciser Vespiary
this nest of foreskin
and labia inside a
rummage sale
Land Camera
is really nothing
extraordinary
and labia inside a
rummage sale
Land Camera
is really nothing
extraordinary
7/7/08
SOME PEOPLE WILL CARE MORE ABOUT AN ABUSED DOG THAN YOUR DUMB ASS
A cataract clouded sun
over dull bodies flush with
carcinogenic credit cards
mean the poems ain't working.
over dull bodies flush with
carcinogenic credit cards
mean the poems ain't working.
7/6/08
7/5/08
LOVE POEM FOR MARK JOHN BROWNING
all those years ago today
on your birthday we
took all the pills and
went and saw the Doors
at the Hollywood Bowl
with Morrison screaming
so beautiful man we never
even wrote a poem about it
but so what who thought it
would mean anything
and it really doesn't
because it was ceremony
and we were there as
unkempt literati with a
Small Press literary magazine
ready to come out on mimeo
which didn't really mean shit
to a tree but so anyhow my bro
I am thinking of you again
on this another summer night
all these years away from
the words we once thought were
as unstoppable as an iron lung
in a breezy field of butterflies
on your birthday we
took all the pills and
went and saw the Doors
at the Hollywood Bowl
with Morrison screaming
so beautiful man we never
even wrote a poem about it
but so what who thought it
would mean anything
and it really doesn't
because it was ceremony
and we were there as
unkempt literati with a
Small Press literary magazine
ready to come out on mimeo
which didn't really mean shit
to a tree but so anyhow my bro
I am thinking of you again
on this another summer night
all these years away from
the words we once thought were
as unstoppable as an iron lung
in a breezy field of butterflies
7/4/08
Birth Of A Poet
Bass Lake
with the
Angels
that 4th
of July
when I
was about
14 my dad
dug the
chicks on
the back
of the bikes
in their
white bras
we were
driving
through
into nothing
but were
a family
just like
them so
his Iron
Worker ass
shut the
fuck up
that one
and only
time after
that he
talked too
much when
I wasn't
listening
with the
Angels
that 4th
of July
when I
was about
14 my dad
dug the
chicks on
the back
of the bikes
in their
white bras
we were
driving
through
into nothing
but were
a family
just like
them so
his Iron
Worker ass
shut the
fuck up
that one
and only
time after
that he
talked too
much when
I wasn't
listening
7/3/08
Token
the old ones with American
dreams caught in the pantomime
of possessing nothing are speaking
tonight on the wind of Yankee
Doodle Dandy with the blues
harmonica gathering power
passed out in a Buick Regal under
a Mt. Rushmore tagged with the
stylized verbalization of flames
dreams caught in the pantomime
of possessing nothing are speaking
tonight on the wind of Yankee
Doodle Dandy with the blues
harmonica gathering power
passed out in a Buick Regal under
a Mt. Rushmore tagged with the
stylized verbalization of flames
7/2/08
THIS VERY MOMENT
to sit think to absorb
the sun with
cold beer
in hand for ones who are
not here but
would still
like to be I am sure
now there is
Canned Heat
blaring out a car window
where the
river turns
away from this very moment
the sun with
cold beer
in hand for ones who are
not here but
would still
like to be I am sure
now there is
Canned Heat
blaring out a car window
where the
river turns
away from this very moment
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